Monday, August 24, 2009

Looking Back, Seeing Forward!!

One more day at home and then it's back to work for me. I did accomplish some things here at home on my mini stay-cation, so that makes me feel good. Brad and family were over for supper last night so that means I have to mop the kitchen floor once again today. Emily and Patrick could never come over and me not know--they LOVE popice and always seem to leave my kitchen floor sticky from them. I'll be thinking of them enjoying the popice as I mop, LOL!!!

This is a big week for me personally. A lot is going through my mind--some good, some not so good, but I'll get through it. I feel as tho I'm moving into a new phase of life somehow and that probably sounds weird but I truly feel that way. There are some things in my life that have to change and I know that but change is not always easy for me. I have a hard time letting go of people and things that are or have been a part of my life, but I also know that in order to move forward, things (and sometimes people) have to be left behind. I'm trying VERY hard to make changes that are going to better my life--little things like eating better, getting more exercise, etc...and I also have some bigger changes to make. I feel it's time to finally allow myself to be happy in my life--to let go of guilt and sadness for things that didn't go as planned and to finally, totally move forward. I know that this will be a daily struggle, but one I hope to conquer a little more with each passing day.

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